I am fascinated by charts, graphs, comparisons, statistics and numbers in general. I always have been. When I used to run, I would break down my times by km, splits, and PR. As I look at the stats to the right of the page, I see the spike in posts over the last couple of years and I can feel my inspiration dwindling. on documenting things here. I hope that all of these posts will serve as some guide for myself down the road as to what is important to me.
I knew this time would come. My liminal point is ending and I am entering the next phase of my journey. I am milking it and trying to write and be creative and figure out as much as I can about my journey and the journey of those around me before I sink back into my next patterns.
This last chunk of my life has been both the most gut-wrenching but at the same time life-changing and beautiful. I have stretched myself in ways I never knew that I could, I have readjusted my lifestyle to better suit my personality and my needs going forward, I have connected with Cheryl in more deep and meaningful ways than I ever dreamed were possible,
It took a long time, but I am settling into the man I want to be, in the relationship I want to have, living the life we built together.
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