Wednesday, February 8, 2023

50 - Part 2


A lot of things are coming full circle as I get ready for the opening performance of mom runs amok. As I sit here waiting to go to the theatre I stopped for a few minutes to catch my breath and take a minute to absorb the full scope of the present moment.  Ironically, I pulled into the hospital parking lot as it was the closest place to sit and think.  Only 16 months ago I left this hospital not knowing what the rest of my life would look like.  16 months ago feels like a million years ago as I look backwards to the track that got me here.  

Full Circle Moments:

  • 16 months ago I left the QEH barely hanging on.  Now I sit here in the same parking lot stronger than ever fully embracing the uncertainty of the road ahead, but with a newfound strength and resilience.  That's right, resilience.  Not stubbornness.  The drive to push on regardless of obstacles.
  • In 1997 & 1998 I performed in Gabriel & Evangeline at the Carrefour Theatre.  Daniel was born during the run of that musical which I performed 5 nights a week for 2 summers.  25 years later, I am back on the same stage.  There is a strange comfort and familiarity about the theatre and the stage that brings me back to the time I spent here so long ago.

Show #1 is in the books and it went ok.  Small crowd, but we are hopefully building to our final performance on Saturday.

I could write for hours here on the subject, but to wrap up 50 in a nutshell so far, I am excited, optimistic and have a renewed self-confidence and sense of purpose going forward.

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